|Writer's Block: If Wishes Were Horses
||[Nov. 12th, 2008|09:59 am]
Chesha J. Newfie
From shooting stars to stray eyelashes, there are a lot of ways to make a wish. What's your preferred method for asking favors from the universe?
Just ask, beg like hell.
It never works, it rarely works, hell I don't know if it works, but I hope it does. It might not lift the dead up on high, it might make me a coward, but I will, in cases that I SO FUCKING NEED to come out my way, crossing your fingers, closing your eyes, stopping your breath. Plead, beg, cry if you need to.
Wishes rarely come true for me. They rarely occur as they should, but sometimes they do. Or soemtimes those unanswered bring you closer to what is taken away.
Recently my 'daughter', a cat I raised from kittenhood into eight months, was hit by a car. No amount of wishing will ever bring her body back but I hope that, like her big brother, Leroy (Also car meat.) will be given back to me as possibly a human child this time.
It's going to be funny when I grow up childless and alone to the world.
But I will always love what was taken from me, be it the most precious life I failed or the worst relationship success.
I will always love, and sometimes that's the only thing you can wish for and know that it can be true. The more I wish, the more I motivate. The more I motivate the more I challenge. The more I challenge, the more I grow. The more I grow, the more I love.
Don't answer my wishes, bitch.