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Holiday Sale [Dec. 3rd, 2008|10:41 am]
Chesha J. Newfie

So on Thursday, Friday and Saturday we are having a holiday sale.

Come if you can.

See me on Friday.

Buy stuff.

1522 Holmes

Dec. 4-6

Please and thank you. Love Chesha.

Writer's Block: Be Prepared [Dec. 3rd, 2008|10:37 am]
Chesha J. Newfie
[doom |School.]
[tone |boredDumdadidadidum.]

We live in uncertain times. Earthquakes, hurricanes, the ever-present threat of zombies—do you have a disaster plan ready in case one of these things happens to you?
No, not really. I more or less live by the seat of my pants....

Zombies: Yes. I mean, who doesn't? Stupid bastards.

Hurricane: I live in the midwest. I dare one to find me.

Earthquake: MO sucks. We can have those, we have a major fault line, but if it happens I'll likely get buried.

Fire: Very real. Save the animals, burn alive if I have to. Nothing dies if I can help it.

Stalker: Run up to them and ask for candy.


105 Truths [Nov. 16th, 2008|06:56 pm]
Chesha J. Newfie
1. Real name – Chesha J. Newfie
2. Like it -- Considering I made it, I love it. 
3. Single or Taken - Single
4. Zodiac sign –-Capricorn. They could save a lot of ink in astrology books just taking a sharpie and writing BITCH in big bold letters across those Capricorn pages.
5. Male or Female – Female.
6. Elementary – Whittier, Schola Vita Nova, ECA 
7. Middle School - Lincoln College Prep, Northeast
9. Did you notice there is no number 8- Yes
10. Hair Color – Naturally blonde- at the moment black
15. Are you a health freak --No but I am healthy. 
17. Do you have a crush – No.
18. Do you like yourself – Yes.
19. Piercings –Ears.
20. Tattoos – Yes. I need it finished.
21. Righty or Lefty – Righty.

22. First Surgery – Is it surgury if it's only general anethesia?
23. First piercings - Ears, duh.
24. first best friend – Darkie.
26. first sport- Swimming, then none. 
27. first pet – Kitties. I had eight, I think. Then we moved and it dwindled to 3.
30. first love -- It was a lie.

49. eating – Nothing at allll. 
50. drinking –- Nothing.
52. listening to-- Anberlin.
53. waiting -- For nothing in particular... Maybe a reply. 
54. wearing -- Gross laundry doing clothes.

55. want kids?- Maybe... I want them, but I dunno if I want them. 
56. want to get married – Likely not.
67. careers in mind –- Tattoo artist with my own shop, animal behaviorist, or something.

68. lips or eyes -- Eyes.
69. hugs or kisses –- Both
70. shorter or taller - taller than me.
71. tan skinned or light --either?
72. romantic or spontaneous –-both if I can really choose.
73. dark or light hair - Murph... I don't know, really.
74. muscular or normal – normal but fit.
76. similar to you or different -not too similar but not so different that I can't relate.

78. kissed a stranger – No.
79. drank alcohol – yes.
80. broken a bone -- Yes.
81. climbed up a tree -- Yes
82. broken someones heart --Possibly.
83. turned someone down – Yes, stupid chesha. 
84. liked a friend as more than a friend – Yes.

86. yourself – absolutely
87. miracles - No.
89. Santa Clause – no.
91. angels – Bodhisattvas are as close to angels as I get... I hope I can be one. :3.

92. are you missing someone?--Noone to miss.
93. Who do you live with? Dad.
94. Are you cool? Fucking awesome, bitch. And no, I'm not cool, I'm on fire!.

95. Text message - Never..
96. Recieved call - Mummy.
97. Call made - Monica
100. Last person you saw at work-- ... Lexi!
101. You hugged – Jack. I missed him.
104. You slapped - Uuur. Not certian.
105. Said I love you to- Geeze. ><;; IDK

(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2008|08:23 am]
Chesha J. Newfie

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions wont grow
And were changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That weve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just cant function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

among other things

For and atheist [Nov. 13th, 2008|12:10 pm]
Chesha J. Newfie
I am pretty damn spiritual... And yet I don't believe in god. There is no god, there is the dynamic of the universe as it exists. This is what enables truthful spirituality, strange happenings, etc.

Pink Unicorn [Nov. 12th, 2008|10:05 am]
Chesha J. Newfie

Hellz to the yes.

Writer's Block: If Wishes Were Horses [Nov. 12th, 2008|09:59 am]
Chesha J. Newfie
[tone |crushedcrushed]

From shooting stars to stray eyelashes, there are a lot of ways to make a wish. What's your preferred method for asking favors from the universe?

Just ask, beg like hell.

It never works, it rarely works, hell I don't know if it works, but I hope it does. It might not lift the dead up on high, it might make me a coward, but I will, in cases that I SO FUCKING NEED to come out my way, crossing your fingers, closing your eyes, stopping your breath. Plead, beg, cry if you need to.

Wishes rarely come true for me. They rarely occur as they should, but sometimes they do. Or soemtimes those unanswered bring you closer to what is taken away.

Recently my 'daughter', a cat I raised from kittenhood into eight months, was hit by a car. No amount of wishing will ever bring her body back but I hope that, like her big brother, Leroy (Also car meat.) will be given back to me as possibly a human child this time.

It's going to be funny when I grow up childless and alone to the world.

But I will always love what was taken from me, be it the most precious life I failed or the worst relationship success.

I will always love, and sometimes that's the only thing you can wish for and know that it can be true. The more I wish, the more I motivate. The more I motivate the more I challenge. The more I challenge, the more I grow. The more I grow, the more I love.

So no.

Don't answer my wishes, bitch.

Writer's Block: The Undead [Oct. 27th, 2008|04:27 pm]
Chesha J. Newfie
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With Halloween on the horizon, burning questions about the undead need to be answered: Can being a zombie be considered suffering?

Who came up with this question? Being a zombie is the best thing in the world. Zombies are free, they are dead hulls, hunks of flesh with an innate desire to feed. Theya re primal- like ameobas. Is being an ameoba suffering? I think not. Then agian, that's not quite right, ameobas are living things... So maybe it's like being a virus. Yes, a virus. Viruses do not suffer. And besides, who cna suffer when you cna bite through a solid skull plate of a large human man and reduced even the most constitutionally stable individual to an utter mess of defeat and disgusting snivelling pleading.

Stupid, insecure humans. When we come we promise not to eat your eyes, just your brains. For the American's out there that won't be too bad (well, for us it will be.... It's not too filling to eat cotton fluff). It will be just like going about your every day lives only you won't be consuming as much grease.

Love Valence

Rennissance Festival [Oct. 16th, 2008|10:23 am]
Chesha J. Newfie

i s O V E R 
a n d i  a m M I S E R A B L E
h o w e v e r  S U F F E R A B L E


Writer's Block: Independence Day [Sep. 16th, 2008|12:13 pm]
Chesha J. Newfie
[tone |crankycranky]

I'm one of the far more greedy, nasty creatures- as an American I've already celebrated my independence by....
Being mentally and emotionally attacked, abused and returning aggression to a face that should love me. Hoping for a new tomorrow and cursing it when it never comes. My independence day is whenever the damn emancipation goes through. Until then I thumb my nose at all of you, say fuck off and ditch to go smoke a few cigarettes, drink a little for a throat burn and listen to fireworks in the distance.

Got an issue? Hell yes, that's a bad ass independence day but it is a bloody lot of bullshit. Until eighteen and  that 'new, moldy, skanky apartment' smell there is jacksquat to celebrate in my life. Th best I can bandaid it with is debate, textscreens, drawing and my terribly short lived six weeks of Rennissance Festival. All of that however is pretty hampered when someone's got your mind by the balls and refuses to let go with an iron fist.

On a side note- The Metro is liberating, however when it rains you'll come to wish for a car.

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